I quit smoking ... I think?

At the beginning of the year, I got an awesome chest cold. It worked it's way in to a chest infection and it's taking ages to clear out. One of the things I hate is smoking when I'm chesty. So I didn't smoke while I was sick...

And I'm still chesty. It's like 3 weeks later and I'm feelin better, but I'm still chesty. And I haven't smoked. For three weeks. I didn't even miss it. I rarely even thought about it. I used no patches or anything. I just stopped. 

Now, it seems like my family is on my last nerve. I know they don't mean it... but perhaps it's also because I'm not smoking???? Now I'm trying really hard not to smoke - still haven't had one, but now I think about it. Life is not fair... how can I accidentally quit smoking for three weeks and then suddenly have a problem really quitting? 

I'm short and angry... I can do this.  The scary side of this is that my filter is completely gone. I don't like the shit bag that plays his music with that crappy bass too loud.  Before I would take it in aggravated silence, but now I proudly march over in my bathrobe at 11pm and knock on his windows. Awesome. 

I was already a mouthy and opinionated goddess, and now without the cigs it seems that I am set free. 

Watch out world - my mega opinions are coming and I don't care if your on your way to church or not!!!

Yeehaw,

Lynn - preaching from her precious solid gold soap-box